I was putting off writing this blog because I just couldn't muster the strength and I was struggling with what to write. That was until I read our latest blogs. You all once again have lifted me up and given me not just the ability but the desire to keep on going. Pat was barely home 12 hours before he got a fever and sent us right back to City of Hope. Of course he told me our thermometor was broken and he was fine. Not so. He is now back in his old stomping grounds and barely speaking to me. But that's okay, because I know he's where he belongs and that he is safe. The last medication has not made a dent in his leukemia. I told him today we need to attack it like we just got the diagnosis...head on. We are back at square one, but we are still here. That is what we need to focus on, we will never give up. Please pray for Pat's leukemia blasts to lower, for his infection to subside and for his courage and strength. I look forward to the day when we are "whole" again. I feel like someone has cut off my right arm, but I'm still swinging with my left. You all are our angels and our safety net.....thanks for being there. Much love and blessings.
xoxo,
Jules
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Good Morning Smith's-Thanks for the update Julie. I know you've got what's needed to wage on in this. Prayer requests were made at Saddelback church Fri. and Sat., Julie,a specific prayer request to Dream Center L.A. in regard to your post on 11/3/07 will be placed right this moment. Peace to you all today.
Love- Teri
Pat and Jules
All of your baseball metaphors show that your old spirit is still there. Count the Carlin family in the bleachers cheering you on.
Dear Pat & Julie, All I can say is SH__!! This needs to go away!! We saw Marianne today and she is staying positive and is cheering you on... Stay strong and just always remember we all love you and admire your strength!! Lot's of Love, Sista Sandy
Dearest Pat & Julie,
I'm baack! I know Sandy has kept you updated, but my surgery went well. She also kept me posted on your adventures. Although we both still have a long road ahead of us, there is no doubt that WE will BOTH make it. One day at a time. I'm not going any where without my coach and mentor darn it! We just need to find the right cocktail and I know in my heart that it's right around the corner. Don't either of you dare give up you hear me?!!! Besides, while I was in the hospital, I was given a very special gift that contains very special powers. It's a stuffed rainbow camileon (spell?) that I was told eats cancer for breakfast. I'm in the process of locating his twin brother to send directly to you. Hang in there, he'll be there soon.
Love,
Marianne & my mommy-sister Susan
"O Sovereign LORD! You have made the heavens and earth by your great power. Nothing is too hard for you!" Jeremiah 32:17
Praying the big prayers with you! When you start to waiver, throw yourself into His Word. There is no greater Comforter than our God.
In His Love,
The Martel's
Hi Pat & Julie,
You both constantly amaze me with your strength and positive attitudes. Pat, you are certainly where you need to be at this time in your recovery. As much as we all would love to have you at home it is so much more important that you be safe from all the nasty germs outside. After the transplant is the time to come home "whole".
Julie, you ABSOLUTELY did the right thing taking Pat back to the safety of the hospital. Every decision that you make is made with love and therefore you can't make a wrong decision. And, I know that Pat understands that.
Please know that Dad and I are here for you to have a soft place to fall whenever you need it. That goes for both you and Pat - we love you both so much!
Love,
Mom
Hey Pat and Jules! Just thinking about you and wanted to say hi. I love you both so much and just know that the day is coming when ALL the Smith's will be at home and well!!! As I sit by on the sidelines the best i can do is to gain strength and courage from you and strive to be like you. In my eyes one of the true measures of people is their children...looking at Brady, Brock and Chloe you guys must be the absolute best!! Take care and we love you! April
Hi Pat and Julie!
Okay...I am sitting on my couch with tears pouring down my face. I have to share with you what Blake just asked me. He said..."Mom, is Uncle Pat's real name Patrick" and I said yes...he said tonight when I pray for Uncle Pat I am going to say Uncle Patrick and maybe God will make his Leukemia go away. So, tonight - I will give PATRICK a try along with Blake and see what tomorrow brings. We love you both and we are all praying for you guys. All our LOVE, Maribeth
Maribeth- I'm going to say "Patrick"in my prayers tonight too. I think your son, Blake is a very smart, little boy! They just seem to know what's right and needed sometimes. I also love to read what Nancy E. writes. There's nothing quite so reassuring as a Mom. She cuts right to the chase......kudo's Nancy. Julie's lucky to have you and Bob as her parents right now.
Teri
I am certain there will come the day when you will be able to laugh about the thermometer being broken. You did the right thing Julie - I know I would have done the same if it had been me and Dave doing this. I admire your strength and courage and for the few times I have met Pat at the work place - he was always kind and I do know that behind every kind man is a good woman. We all do what we have to do when we have to do it. Keep doing what your doing.. we pray that this will soon be behind all of you and enjoying life again as you once knew it.
Best wishes for a speedy recovery!
Pat quit giving your wife such a bad time would ya! :-) Hang in there!
Lis and Dave
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